Tara
The Liberator
by Lama Zopa Rinpoche

From
two teachings given at Kopan Monastery and Himalayan Yogic Institute, Nepal in
May 1987. Originally published as a Wisdom Transcript by Wisdom Publications in
1993.
The ultimate meaning of life
First
I would like to thank everybody from my heart for coming to this meditation
course. I rejoice greatly that you want to make your life beneficial for other
sentient beings by developing your mind, that you are concerned about the
happiness of others. I thank all of you from my heart.
You
do not do meditation courses and spiritual practice to have a healthy body, and
not even to have temporary peace of mind; you do spiritual practice to have
everlasting mind-peace, with ultimate liberation from mental afflictions, or
disturbing thoughts. At this time you have a precious human body. Using this to
obtain even the ultimate happiness of everlasting liberation from all problems
and their causes—disturbing thoughts and action-result, or karma—is still
not the ultimate purpose of your having this precious human body. The real
purpose of taking this precious human body at this time is to avoid giving harm
to other sentient beings; and on the basis of that, to benefit all other
sentient beings, each of whom wants happiness and does not want suffering.
Having
this pure attitude of wishing to avoid harm to others in the very depths of your
heart, you then act to benefit them without discrimination. You do not recognize
some beings, such as relatives and friends, as close and help them, but others
as enemies and not help them—or even harm them. Rather than these
discriminating thoughts, you have a pure attitude of loving kindness, thinking
to benefit all sentient beings equaling the extent of infinite space. With the
attitude of loving kindness and compassion towards all living beings, you should
also act to benefit them equally. This is the main purpose for which we have
taken this precious human body. This is the ultimate meaning of life.
Everlasting happiness
You
should live each day, each hour, each minute, in order to accomplish this
ultimate purpose. This is why you try to be healthy and to have a long life. The
purpose of everything you do—sleeping, waking, wearing clothes, eating,
sitting, walking, having medical treatment—is to develop the good heart
towards every sentient being, and to act to benefit each of them equally. Other
living beings are exactly the same as you in wanting even the smallest comfort
and not wanting the smallest discomfort, even in a dream. They are exactly the
same as you.
Just
as you want to eliminate all your suffering and to obtain happiness so does
every other living being. They are exactly the same as you. Therefore, you need
to eliminate their suffering and obtain their happiness.
And
again just like you, other living beings want the greatest, longest-lasting
happiness. When you go shopping, you try to buy the best quality,
longest-lasting goods that you can. Like this, every being wishes to have the
greatest, longest-lasting happiness—and that means great liberation. Great
liberation means removal of the two obscurations: the obscuration of the gross
disturbing thoughts and the obscuration of the subtle mental stains. When the
cessation of these is established on the mind, this is the purest happiness of
full enlightenment.
Why
is the happiness of full enlightenment everlasting? Because once the
obscurations, the cause of suffering, are completely removed, it is impossible
for suffering to recur and happiness to degenerate. Because the cause of
suffering has been removed, it is impossible for suffering to return.
For
example, why is our mind controlled today by disturbing thoughts such as
ignorance, anger and attachment? Our mind is obscured by these because they are
the continuation of the mental afflictions, or disturbing thoughts, that existed
yesterday. Because we did not remove yesterday's disturbing thoughts, the
continuation of these—today's disturbing thoughts—has arisen.
It
is the same with our previous life: If we had completely removed disturbing
thoughts by actualizing the remedy of the path within our mind in our previous
life, it would have been impossible for us to be born with these mental
afflictions in this life. There could be no such evolution if we had ceased the
continuation of disturbing thoughts. With nothing to cause disturbing thoughts
in this life, there would be no disturbing thoughts—and no unhappiness or
problems in this life.
For
example, if a cloth that had been dirty for many days was completely cleaned
yesterday, there would be no continuation of yesterday's dirt. In the same way,
once the disturbing-thought obscurations are completely removed, it is
impossible for them to arise again since there is no cause, and it is impossible
to experience suffering again. This is the everlasting happiness of liberation.
As I mentioned before, the ultimate purpose of having this precious human body
is to liberate all living beings from all obscurations, or mental stains, and
lead them to the greatest liberation of full enlightenment, which is
everlasting, peerless happiness.
Developing the mind
Now,
in order to accomplish this great work for other living beings, you have to
develop your own mind by putting effort into listening to, reflecting and
meditating on the teachings. And in order for you to lead other beings to this
peerless happiness of full enlightenment, they have to follow the path.
Therefore, to lead them in the path to full enlightenment, you must reveal the
teachings to them. In order to reveal the teachings, the means to guide them in
the path to full enlightenment, you yourself must see very clearly, without the
slightest mistake, the level of mind, characteristics and karma of every single
living being. As living beings have various levels and characteristics of mind,
the methods you reveal to them also have to be of various types. Again you must
realize clearly, without the slightest mistake, all the various means to guide
living beings.
The
only mind that can see all these things fully is omniscient mind. Therefore, in
order to accomplish this great work for sentient beings, this ultimate benefit
of great liberation, which living beings need and are lacking, you yourself need
to have omniscient mind.
For
example, a teacher—whether in a school, university or monastery—teaches
different subjects to various classes to educate students with knowledge of
science, mathematics, engineering, biology, medicine, psychology or whatever. It
is generally accepted that the more education a student has, the easier it will
be for him to find a job, earn a living and have an easy life. The general aim
of education is to have an easier life. And in order to educate others, the
teacher himself has to be educated and knowledgeable in all the subjects he
teaches. The less knowledge—or more ignorance—you have, the more limited
your capacity to educate and help others. The more knowledge you have, the more
you can fulfill the wishes of other people.
If
you are blind, you cannot guide others to where they want to go. If you have no
arms, you cannot help your mother when she is in danger of falling down a
precipice, or of being swept away by a river and drowned. Like this, in order to
guide sentient beings perfectly to the peerless happiness of full enlightenment,
you should first have omniscient mind.
By
having omniscient mind, you also have perfect power and great compassion for
every living being. Because of this great compassion, which feels no
discrimination, there is no danger that you will help some beings and not
others. There is no partiality in your actions. And with omniscient mind, there
is the power to reveal every skilful means to guide living beings.
Developing compassion
How
is it possible to achieve this? For this mental continuum to become omniscient
mind? You can figure this out even from this simple example: When you memorize
anything, in the beginning your mind is completely ignorant. In the very
beginning, you do not even know the alphabet; but with the help of a teacher and
by applying effort, you gradually begin to learn. As you continue, you learn
more and more. It is the nature of the mind that understanding can be developed.
The mind has the power to understand gross phenomena, and even subtle existence
if you attempt to do this correctly.
You
have compassion for some beings now, even though you do not have fully developed
compassion, which means compassion towards every living being. However, you can
develop your present small compassion for these beings so that it becomes
greater and greater. You can increase your compassion for these beings. By
understanding the teachings and practicing meditation, you can also generate
compassion for the other beings for whom you do not feel compassion at the
moment. In this way compassion can be developed.
With
the compassion you already have for others, with your present understanding of
their wishes and the methods to fulfill them, you have some capacity to help
others. Even at this present time, with this human body, with the understanding
and compassion that you have, you have some power to help others. As your
understanding of and compassion for all living beings develop through
actualizing the remedy of the path within your mind, your obscurations will
gradually become less and less, and you will gain more and more understanding.
When this process is completed, you will have complete and perfect power to
guide other beings.
Developing omniscient mind
How
is it possible to separate the mind from mental afflictions? In your everyday
life you can see that even if your mind is overwhelmed by anger in the morning,
this anger does not last; your mind is not continuously overwhelmed by anger. In
the morning you may be angry with someone, but in the afternoon there is no
anger—instead there may be attachment to that person, or indifference.
Even
without meditation, disturbing thoughts arise and change. This proves that the
nature of the mind is not oneness with anger, attachment, ignorance, pride or
jealousy. The mind is temporarily obscured by these, but is itself not oneness
with them. If the mind itself were oneness with anger, it should be
spontaneously and continuously in the nature of anger. Or spontaneously and
continuously in the nature of attachment. Then, to the one object, anger and
attachment would be arising at the same time.
If
a mirror was oneness with the dirt on it, the dirt could not be cleaned
away—this would be like cleaning dirt away from dirt. Because the mirror is
not oneness with but temporarily covered by dirt, it can be cleaned with water
and a cloth. The more the dirt is cleaned away, the clearer the mirror's
reflection. In the same way, as you listen to, reflect and meditate on the
graduated path to enlightenment, as you generate more realizations of this path,
your obscurations first become gradually thinner and thinner, and are then
removed completely.
The
Mahayana, or Greater Vehicle, path to enlightenment has five paths: the paths of
merit, preparation, right-seeing, meditation and no-more learning. And the
Paramitayana path has ten levels, or bhumis. Certain obscurations are removed
when you achieve the third, right-seeing path; and further obscurations are
removed when you reach the path of meditation. When a bodhisattva achieves the
eighth bhumi of the Paramitayana path, the gross disturbing-thought obscuration
is completely removed. By developing his mind to the ninth and tenth bhumis, the
bodhisattva removes even the subtle obscurations, the mental stains, or
impressions, left on the mind by disturbing-thought obscurations such as
ignorance grasping the I as existent from its own side.
While
the I is merely imputed on the aggregates by thought, ignorance grasps the I as
independent, existing from its own side. Due to imprints left on the mind,
everything appears as existing from its own side. However, even these subtle
obscurations are completely removed when the mind is developed to the ninth and
tenth bhumis. When the remedy of the path is complete within the mind, there is
not even the slightest mental stain. At that time, the mental continuum becomes
omniscient mind, fully seeing all the past, present and future without the
slightest mistake; all the minds and wishes of living beings; and all the
various means to guide them. Without the slightest effort or mistake, one is
able to guide all living beings perfectly.
Obstacles to success
Now,
in order to achieve this, we have to complete the realizations of the graduated
path to enlightenment, or lam rim. Developing your mind in the graduated path to
enlightenment is the most important and most beneficial thing for you, and
especially for other living beings. However, there are many obstacles even to
accomplishing some small happiness in this life. Even finding a job can take
many months, even years. Even in business, which is small work to obtain
happiness of only this life, there are many obstacles. So of course there are
many obstacles to developing your mind and achieving the everlasting liberation
of omniscient mind for the sake of all living beings. There are many inner
obstacles created by disturbing thoughts: the dissatisfied mind; the selfish
mind; the mind of worldly concern, grasping to this life and samsaric
perfections.
Worldly
concern brings so many problems in this life: fear, worry, depression, even
suicide. This grasping mind does not allow your everyday activities to become
virtue, the cause of happiness. Besides interfering in your finding happiness in
future lives, which means receiving a good rebirth, worldly concern does not
even allow you to have happiness and mind-peace from hour to hour in your
present life.
Even
if you try to practice Dharma, worldly concern does not allow your practice to
become pure Dharma. Grasping samsaric perfections also causes you to take
rebirth again, so there is the suffering of death and the experience of all
these problems again and again. It does not allow you to achieve everlasting
liberation from suffering, and its causes.
Generally,
the ignorance believing that the I, which is merely imputed on the aggregates by
thought, exists from its own side is the main cause of suffering. This ignorance
is the root of all suffering. But also there is the selfish mind, which does not
allow you to have any mind-peace. As long as you constantly follow the selfish
attitude, you do not have any relaxation, any happiness. Besides harming you,
the selfish attitude gives harm to all other living beings continuously—from
day to day, month to month, year to year, and life to life. It does not allow
the activities of your everyday life to become the cause of your achieving full
enlightenment, omniscient mind, for other living beings. In a similar way,
attachment grasping samsaric perfections does not allow your everyday actions to
become the cause of liberation.
The
hallucinated view that believes the I to be independent, even though it is a
dependent arising, does not allow you to realize the absolute nature of the I.
As long as you grasp the I as truly existent, there is no way you can realize
the absolute nature of the I. In this way, there is no way to escape from
suffering, from samsara. Following ignorance in this way does not allow the
actions of your daily life to become a remedy to samsara, to the cause of
suffering and all the resultant problems.
Relying on Tara
There
are so many inner obstacles to the development of your mind, and these inner
obstacles create many outer obstacles. Therefore, for the success of your Dharma
practice, of your actualizing the graduated path to enlightenment, you must rely
upon a special deity, or buddha, such as Tara. All the actions of the buddhas
have manifested in this female aspect of buddha, Tara the Liberator, in order to
help living beings to accomplish successfully both temporal and ultimate
happiness.
Many
Indian yogis relied upon Tara. By taking refuge in Tara, they completed the path
and did great works for the teachings and for living beings, leading uncountable
numbers in the path to temporal and ultimate happiness. For example, the great
pandit Lama Atisha, who completed the whole graduated path to enlightenment,
relied upon Tara.
Lama
Atisha was invited by the religious king of Tibet, Yeshe O, to re-establish and
spread Buddhadharma in Tibet. Lama Atisha also wrote the text, Lamp of the Path
to Enlightenment, which established the term graduated path to enlightenment. By
listening to, reflecting and meditating on Lamp of the Path of Enlightenment, so
many people have achieved enlightenment.
Besides
benefiting the Tibetan practitioners who are experimenting on and accomplishing
the path to enlightenment, Lama Atisha's text is nowadays even benefiting
extensively in the West. The light of this lam rim teaching has dispelled so
much ignorance, even in the minds of many thousands of people living in the
West. Because Lamp of the Path to Enlightenment integrates all the teachings of
Buddha into a step-by-step practice by which anyone can achieve enlightenment,
many practitioners have been able to use it to train their minds in the path to
enlightenment.
Even
though Lama Atisha passed away a long time ago in Tibet, he is still benefiting
us by having given us the opportunity to understand the teachings of the
graduated path to enlightenment. Understanding and practicing this path gives
you confidence and much happiness. By understanding the cause of happiness, you
have the opportunity to obtain whatever happiness you wish. These are Lama
Atisha's actions benefiting all living beings.
Lama
Atisha was able to offer these extensive benefits to living beings and the
teachings through depending upon Tara. Throughout Lama Atisha's life, Tara
always gave him advice. When Lama Atisha had to make decisions about doing works
for living beings—such as traveling to Tibet—he always asked Tara, and then
followed Tara's instructions. Like this, even present-day Tibetan yogis who are
actualizing the graduated path to enlightenment, having great success in
developing their minds, also rely upon Tara.
The benefits of Tara practice
Tara
is quick to grant success in obtaining the ultimate happiness of enlightenment.
You receive much good merit, or cause of happiness; it prevents a suffering
rebirth in your next life; you receive initiation from millions of buddhas; and
you achieve enlightenment. Besides these, however, Tara practice has many other
benefits. Reciting the Twenty-one Taras' prayer with devotion, at dawn or
dusk—or remembering Tara, singing praises and reciting mantras at any time of
the day or night—protects you from fear and dangers, and fulfill all your
wishes. If you pray to Tara, Tara is particularly quick to grant help.
There
are also many temporal benefits from Tara practice, either reciting the Tara
mantra or the Twenty-one Taras' prayer. Tara can solve many problems in your
life: liberate you from untimely death; help you recover from disease; bring you
success in business; help you to find a job; bring you wealth. When you have a
really serious problem, such as a life-threatening disease, if you rely upon
Tara, very commonly you will be freed from that problem; you will recover from
that disease. If you eat poison, if you rely upon Tara, the poison will not harm
you. By doing Tara prayers and mantras, couples with difficulty having a child
can have a child—and whichever they want, a son or a daughter. These are very
common experiences. Through Tara practice, you can obtain any happiness of this
life that you wish.
If
you recite the Twenty-one Taras' prayer once every evening, it is impossible—I
can put my signature to this!—for you to die of starvation. It is also a very
common experience for lay practitioners, monks and nuns with financial
difficulties to have such problems relieved by doing Tara practice. In my
personal experience, I have seen many instances of people who have prayed to and
taken refuge in Tara and been saved from the danger of untimely death from
disease without taking medicine.
The meaning of tare
The
Tara mantra is OM TARE TUTTARE TURE SOHA. To explain the meaning of TARE TUTTARE
TURE: TARE means liberating from samsara. This samsara means these aggregates:
the aggregate of form, or the physical body; of feeling; of recognition; of
karmic formations; and of consciousness. These aggregates, on which the I is
labeled, are caused by the contaminated seed of karma and disturbing thoughts.
Under the control of karma and disturbing thoughts, the past-life aggregate of
consciousness circled to this life. Because these aggregates are contaminated by
the seed of karma and disturbing thoughts, on meeting desirable and undesirable
objects, the different disturbing thoughts such as attachment and anger arise.
As the seed of the disturbing thoughts is there, you again create karma. And the
karma and disturbing thoughts again cause the aggregate of consciousness to
circle, or join, to the aggregates of the next life.
Even
though this gross body has no continuum into the next life, the aggregate of
consciousness does continue to the next life. From life to life, it continuously
circles. From one life to the next, from the past life to the present, the
aggregate of consciousness circles. It joins to these present aggregates, then
later joins to the aggregates of the next life. This is why these aggregates are
called samsara, or cyclic existence.
So,
TARE shows that Mother Tara liberates living beings from samsara, from true
suffering, or problems. You can relate this to the particular sufferings of
human beings: birth, old age, sickness and death; meeting undesirable objects
and experiencing aversion; not finding desirable objects or finding them but
gaining no satisfaction. No matter how much pleasure you enjoy, there is no
satisfaction. No matter how much you follow desire, there is no satisfaction at
all.
Also,
nothing in samsara is definite. You have to leave the body again and again, and
take another body again and again. Like this, again and again you experience the
suffering of joining to another body.
Your
present-life mother came from her mother, your grandmother; your grandmother
came from another mother; and that mother came from another mother. It is the
same with your father. You can see this body that you have now as a collection
of all the sperm and blood that has continued from parent to child for
inconceivable generations since this earth evolved, since human beings began.
This collection of sperm has come to you through your father, your grandfather,
your great-grandfather, and so on. It is the same with the blood, which has come
to you through your mother, your grandmother, and so on. Since this body you
have now is a continuation of all this sperm and blood from all these other
beings, there is no essence to cling to; there is no reason to get attached to
this body, this samsara. The waste from all the toilets in a big city is
collected into one big sewer—the body is just like this sewer.
By
joining again and again to the body like this, again and again you experience
problems. If you have high status, you fall down to low status. Again and again
this happens. When you are born, you are born alone without any companion; when
you die, you also die alone. Even this body does not accompany the
consciousness; the consciousness has to go alone to the next life. All these are
the problems of true suffering. If you rely upon Tara by taking refuge in her
and doing Tara practices—such as the recitation of mantra or praises—with
TARE, Tara liberates you from all these true sufferings.
The meaning of TUTTARE
The
second word, TUTTARE, liberates you from the eight fears. There are eight fears
related to external dangers from fire, water, air, earth, and also from such
things as thieves and dangerous animals. However, the main dangers come from
ignorance, attachment, anger, pride, jealousy, miserliness, doubt and wrong
views. These eight disturbing thoughts that you have in your mind are the main
dangers. By taking refuge in Tara and doing Tara practice, you are liberated
from these eight internal dangers, these eight disturbing thoughts. In this way,
you are also liberated from external dangers, as these external dangers come
from the inner disturbing thoughts.
This
second word, TUTTARE, which liberates you from the eight fears, frees you from
the true cause of suffering: karma and the all-arising disturbing thoughts.
All-arising means that disturbing thoughts bring all the sufferings. By taking
refuge in Tara and doing Tara practice, you are liberated from the true cause of
suffering: this is the meaning of TUTTARE.
The meaning of TURE
The
third word, TURE, liberates you from disease. Now, of the Four Noble Truths,
TURE shows the cessation of suffering, which is the ultimate Dharma. In terms of
liberating from disease, the actual disease we have is ignorance not knowing the
absolute nature of the I, and all the disturbing thoughts that arise from this
ignorance. These are the actual, serious diseases that we have. With cessation
of all these diseases of disturbing thoughts, all the true sufferings, all the
resultant problems, are also ceased. By liberating us from disease, TURE
actually liberates us from the true cause, disturbing thoughts, and also the
true sufferings.
How
can we achieve this ultimate Dharma, this true cessation of the cause and result
of suffering? What can lead us to this state, the cessation of suffering, which
is the meaning of TURE? You achieve this by practicing the true path. As
revealed in the Lesser Vehicle paths of the Hearer-Listeners and
Self-conquerors, and in the Mahayana path, the true path is the wisdom directly
perceiving emptiness. This is the absolute Dharma. Actualizing this wisdom
within our mind leads us to the state of cessation of suffering. This true path
is contained in TUTTARE, which liberates us from the eight fears—the word
liberates indirectly indicates the true path. And as I have just explained, the
third word, TURE, liberates you from the actual disease, the disturbing
thoughts.
The
conclusion is that by taking refuge in Tara, doing Tara practices such as
recitation of the Tara mantra, and practicing the path contained in that mantra,
you can achieve the fully enlightened state with the four kayas, which is the
cessation, liberated from the two obscurations. In short, OM TARE TUTTARE TURE
SOHA means "I prostrate to the Liberator, Mother of all the Victorious
Ones." Tara is the mother of all the Victorious Ones, or buddhas. Why are
buddhas called Victorious Ones? Because they are victorious over the two
obscurations.
Tara the Mother
Tara
is called Mother because it is the mother who gives birth to children. The
actual meaning of Tara is the transcendental wisdom of non-dual bliss and
voidness, which sees the absolute and conventional truth of all existence. This
is the absolute guru, the real guru—and we should understand this real meaning
of guru. Now, even though they have different aspects and different names, all
the buddhas are born from this transcendental wisdom of non-dual bliss and
voidness, which is the dharmakaya. In reality, every buddha is the embodiment of
this absolute guru: one manifests in many; many manifest in one. The absolute
guru manifests in all these various aspects of buddha; the essence of all
buddhas is the absolute guru. The real meaning of guru, the absolute guru,
manifests in ordinary aspect as the conventional-truth guru, the lama from whom
you receive the teachings directly.
As
Khedrup Sangye Yeshe explained: "Before the guru, there is not even the
name 'Buddha'." The whole Guru Puja expresses that the foundation is the
guru, the dharmakaya, the transcendental wisdom of non-dual bliss and voidness.
From the very beginning, while experiencing great bliss, we manifest as the
guru-deity. Even the front-generation merit field comes from inseparable bliss
and voidness, and from this merit field we take initiation; we request to be
granted blessings to generate the realizations of the graduated path to
enlightenment from beginning to end; and we also make the four types of offering
(outer, inner, secret and absolute). We train our mind with these meditations,
which evolve from non-dual bliss and voidness.
First
we meet the guru externally and separately. After receiving teachings, we
listen, reflect and meditate on the path that is revealed by this guru. On the
basis of correct devotion to the guru, we gradually actualize the remedy of the
path and remove our obscurations. When our obscurations are completely removed,
we meet the guru mentally.
On
the basis of actualizing the Three Principles of the Path, we receive the four
perfect Highest Yoga Tantra initiations, which definitely plant the seeds of the
four kayas within our mind. This allows us to practice the unification of the
clear light and illusory body. By gradually actualizing this path, we can
completely cut off even subtle dual view, ceasing even the gross minds of the
white, red and dark visions, which are more subtle than the preceding gross
minds but gross when compared to the subtle mind of clear light.
When
you achieve dharmakaya, the transcendental wisdom of non-dual bliss and voidness,
you have achieved the guru. You have achieved the wish expressed in our usual
dedication prayer: "Due to all these merits may I quickly achieve the
guru-Buddha's enlightenment, and lead every single living being to the
guru-Buddha's enlightenment." In reality, by training your mind in these
meditations, developing your mind in the path, your mental continuum actually
becomes that of the guru. In the future, you actually become the guru you have
been visualizing.
So,
all the buddhas are born from the absolute guru, the transcendental wisdom of
non-dual bliss and voidness, which is the actual meaning of Mother. This
transcendental wisdom, this completely pure subtle mind, manifests in this
female aspect that is labeled "Tara".
Normally
children feel much closer to their mother than to their father. When they have
some trouble, most children seem to scream for their mother. I don't know about
in the West, but in the East even adults, when they have some severe pain or
problem, rely on their mother.
My
father died when I was small, and I don't remember at all what he looked like.
People say that he had a beard, was very good at reading texts, and did not
speak much. All I can remember clearly is my father's sheep-skin chuba.
Everybody in the family slept under that big chuba—it was our blanket. The
whole family tried to get underneath it. I can remember that very clearly. I was
introduced to my father's chuba—that is all I remember.
So
my mother was the only adult in our home. My sister, because she was a little
older, was able to help my mother a little by taking our animals out on the
mountains and bringing them back home. Otherwise, the rest of us—there were
three, including me—were useless. Since my sister had to look after the
animals, all the hard work was done alone by my mother.
One
day my mother had to go into the forest to get firewood. We waited outside the
house. Because none of us could cook, we waited outside for her to come home and
give us some food. She came back very late from the forest with a very heavy
load of firewood. After she returned, she could not make a fire because she was
sick, with much pain. There was no fire in the stove, and no food. She lay down
next to the fireplace, screaming for her mother: "Ama! Ama!" My
grandmother, who was still alive at that time, lived quite near to us, maybe
five or ten minutes' walk away.
The
three of us—me, my brother Sangye, and another young brother who had a small
piece of tail, and later died—didn't know what to do. We just sat around the
fireplace looking at our mother. There was no fire; none of us could make a
fire. We just sat and watched our mother.
Like
this, somehow, naturally, even grown-ups call their mother when there is some
really serious pain or problem. However, Tara is much closer to us than our
mother.
The
meaning of OM TARE TUTTARE TURE SOHA
This
female aspect, Tara, Mother of all the Victorious Ones guides you and other
living beings from the danger of falling into samsara or the lower nirvana, and
leads you to the perfect state of enlightenment, which is qualified with the
five transcendental wisdoms and the four kayas.
The
rough meaning of these three words TARE TUTTARE TURE is: "To you,
embodiment of all the buddhas' actions, I prostrate always—whether I am in
happy or unhappy circumstances—with my body, speech and mind."
All
the paths (Lesser Vehicle, Mahayana, Paramitayana, tantra) from the beginning up
to enlightenment are contained in TARE TUTTARE TURE. The remedy of the path and
all the obscurations it removes are contained in TARE TUTTARE TURE. In regard to
the lam rim, TARE is the graduated path of the lower capable being; TUTTARE, of
the middle capable being; and TURE, of the higher capable being. All the
outlines of the lam rim meditations are contained in this mantra. In the mantra
TAYATA OM MUNI MUNI MAHAMUNIYE SOHA, MUNI MUNI MAHAMUNIYE can also be related to
the lam rim in the same way.
The
final word SOHA means establishing the root of the path within your heart. In
other words, by taking refuge in Tara and doing Tara practice, you receive the
blessings of Tara in your own heart. This gives you space to establish the root
of the path, signified by TARE TUTTARE TURE, in your heart. By establishing the
path of the three capable beings within your heart, you purify all impurities of
your body, speech and mind, and achieve Tara's pure vajra holy body, holy speech
and holy mind, which are signified by OM. Your body, speech and mind are
transformed into Tara's holy body, holy speech and holy mind. This is the rough
meaning of OM TARE TUTTARE TURE SOHA.
Visualizing Tara
When
you recite the mantra, visualize Tara in space in front of you, level with your
forehead, at a comfortable distance of about one body-length. As I mentioned
when explaining the mantra, first think of the transcendental wisdom of great
bliss of all the buddhas, which fully sees all existence. Think of this holy
mind of dharmakaya, the absolute guru. Because the holy mind of all the buddhas,
the absolute guru, is bound by great compassion for you and all living beings,
who are obscured and suffering under the control of karma and disturbing
thoughts, it manifests in this particular female form of Tara. This happens due
to compassion. Just as you act under the control of anger and attachment, the
buddhas work for you and other living beings under the control of compassion.
The
holy mind of all the buddhas manifests in this female aspect, Tara. What does
this aspect look like? Tara is in the nature of green light, with one face and
two arms. Her face is very peaceful, with a slight smile. Her hair is very dark,
half tied up and half loose, and decorated with an utpala flower at the crown.
Tara is adorned with jewel ornaments of necklace, bracelets, armlets, anklets,
and so on. Her eyes, very loving and compassionate, are not opened widely but
are fine and a little rounded. Tara's eyes express compassion for you, like the
look of loving kindness a mother gives her beloved only child. Tara's right
hand, holding the stem of an utpala flower, is in the mudra of granting sublime
realizations. Her left hand holds the stem of another utpala flower, with three
fingers standing upright to signify refuge in Buddha, Dharma and Sangha.
With
fully developed breasts, Tara is adorned with a jewel necklace and also with
jewel garlands and various scarves. Her right leg is stretched out, and the left
one contracted. Behind her is a moon disc. Tara is adorned with the complete
holy signs and exemplifications of a buddha. On her forehead is a white OM,
essence of the vajra holy body; at her neck, a red AH, essence of vajra holy
speech; and at her heart, a blue HUNG, essence of the vajra holy mind.
White
nectar beams come from the OM, strike your forehead, and enter inside you to
purify all the obscurations and negative karmas you have accumulated with the
body from beginningless rebirths until now. From the AH at Tara's throat, red
nectar beams are emitted and strike your own throat; all obscurations and
negative karmas accumulated with your speech are completely purified. Then, from
Tara's heart syllable HUNG, blue nectar beams are emitted and enter your heart;
all the obscurations and negative karmas accumulated with your mind from
beginningless rebirths until now are purified. Out of compassion for you and all
living beings, Mother Tara has purified you. Concentrate on this as you recite
the mantra: OM TARE TUTTARE TURE SOHA. Or if you wish, you can visualize Tara on
your crown as in the short Tara sadhana.
When
you finish the meditation, pray to Tara: "Without delay of even a second,
may I become Tara and in each second free uncountable numbers of living beings
from all their sufferings and lead them to full enlightenment."
Pray
to achieve this through generating bodhicitta, the wish to achieve Tara for the
sake of other living beings. Because you are not following the selfish mind but
have changed your attitude to one of using your life to serve others, to obtain
their temporal and ultimate happiness, Tara is extremely pleased with you. Your
practicing the loving, compassionate thought of bodhicitta and morality, which
means keeping your vows, please Tara the most. These essential Mahayana
practices are the best offerings you can make to Tara; these bring you closer to
Tara, so that she quickly helps all your actions to succeed. How much Tara helps
you depends on how much you practice the essence of the Mahayana teachings.
So,
because of your attitude of bodhicitta, Tara is extremely pleased with you; she
melts into green light, enters through your forehead, and absorbs into your
heart. Think: "My body, speech and mind have been blessed to become Tara's
vajra holy body, holy speech and holy mind." By receiving the blessings of
Tara with a calm, devoted mind, you plant the seed to develop your mind and
actually achieve Tara.
After
the absorption, if you wish, one-pointedly concentrate on the nature of Tara's
holy mind. Then conclude your practice by dedicating the merits to the
generation of bodhicitta and to your achievement of Tara, in order to lead every
living being as quickly as possible to Tara's enlightenment.